Heavenly Father i wish to honor you. Help me to die to my will and wants and to lean into you so i may find and understand your will for me. And if it is your will for me to move on, please take this desire and dreams away from me. Provide me with peace so i may let go and find the happiness and joy you have planned for me. But if it is your will for me to stay and be a vessel of yours to help her heal, then write it on the tablet of my heart so i may know it is from you. And i may honor you with my service.